One minute left...one life to wait

I have a moment,
one left this year...
I'm still searching, darling, but
you aren't here
Hurry...Hush...get into my head,
I wish you were with me...spending
midnight in my bed
But wishing is for fools
and lovers the like;
My dreams and my wanting can
just go take a hike...
four,three,two, one...
Happy?? Not yet....
Come on and stay, stay, stay
Ready, set...
Maybe in this, the New Year
You will search further, with
dilengence, and find me, my dear...
You are throbbing through my veins,
and my heart just won't break
So I shall write silly poems,
drink tears and pretend it
does not ache...
Are you searching, well, are you?
did you even start?
You never fooled me, not once,
with the pretense of your hardened
heart
Come on, and stay, stay, stay
Ready, Set
I'm not going away..no, not today
stupid rhymes without any good reason
You must believe THIS is our season
You may not trust it, but you must
never give up the search
For without you, there is not us
and without us there is
no me
Come on, come hither, or set
me free...don't set me free
Don't set me free
Ready, set...
Happy? Not yet